Day 3.5 (welcome to this world lil cuz)

Haha, I just realized the CNY post was the 100th post.

Hate late night snow banks

Searching for these jin and one video led to next on youtube, found out Justin raps too. He should go home and eat shit. I will kick the shit out of him. Chiu 7.

Day 3.5, reason its 3.5 is that I had half a smoke yesterday. But kinda special since its a white bar, given to me by this white woman, and some seriously cheap canadian smokes - Canadian. Such a head rush. Back to no smoke again today, so cranky... at EVERYTHING. urgh.

Oh yea despite looking like shit and being cranky and all at work, i got this. I swear i was being such an ass to those girls. Horny lil youngens.

edit edit! i now have a new cousin! Aunt's baby boy came out a couple hours ago! 8lbs.

hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! 張如城 i am pissing my pants!!!!

Day 2 - Insane appetite + beginning of stage two

Nicotine is an appetite suppressant. So all of a sudden my body is experiencing withdrawal, I did nothing but EAT today. I feel so bloated and fat like an American.

Lets see if I could remember everything within this 24 hours...
-2 toasts, 2 eggs, like 6 ham, bacon
-5? 6? chocolate cereal bars
-lots of candies
-satay pho (new years try something new)
-cup noodle
-cream cheese bagel
-instant noodle
-leftover dishes from last night
-self-made protein shakes
(still more but i forgot)

Since I have attempted to quit enough times before, I know too well the stages my body goes through during withdrawal. Stage two is what I call the fainting stage. Where I would just randomly pass out all of a sudden. Almost fell asleep while driving again today (not like it's never happened before while trying to quit). However, this perticular fainting stage isn't too bad for me right now. Maybe it's just beginning or that I went to the gym today so I am more energetic than usual.

Damn I want to eat again now...

恭賀新禧! (Day 1: munchies)

Yup, CNY 09. Really miss my fam, too bad they're half way around the world...

That cny party i went to on sat night was.... alright. alot of pretty people, didn't see much porks and fuglies. I don't think i've ever seen that much pretty people in a toronto club before. but still, saw so much people i'd rather not see, its like they've ALL gathered up @ liberty grand that night.

reminder: sign ben up for the gay/bi/straight porn video.

so new year needs new resolution. mine for the year is to finish school and do whatever i'm going to be doing next. also day 1 of not smoking, i'm feeling hungry ALL the time. can't stop eating, but its cool i guess, need to gain weight anyways. we'll see how long this lasts.

back on the gum and patch again.

Long time no post

I see you're doing well MKC, pretty busy and all.

Lately.... same old, party here, party there, nothing special. Will's bday today, celebrated with him (again). A lil drunk but wide awake. Nothing to do so I looked through the pics and videos on my phone. Man I miss the summer, hk, taiwan, BJ. All great fun, can't wait to be back.

Met a DJ yesterday at work, he said he'd teach me shit, see how that goes.

Guess this is my late night/early morning rant. Fucking cold in here...