Ling gum

kinda drunk and/or something else, but this is the time i like to think deep or play music the most. also why i don't think "drugs" are bad because the legal drugs you're taking right now is actually if not the same and or harmful to your body. it's just not as "socially acceptable" and as well, not the right people are making $ off of it.

almost forgot what i wanted to blog about for a sec, thought hard and now i remembered:

the best way, i think, to allow people to picture what reality really is is that we're this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZ2lWyTi0oY

science has allowed us to understand that we are actually an energy, we're not made up of "stuff" (particles) that we see. because they are ONLY there when you observe it. if whoever really wants to know and understand this, i can try to explain it to you but nobody ever fully understands... i'll explain that, trust me on that one, it's deep but it's the truth...

anyways, back to my point. i think that the link i linked above is best for people to understand what we and nature really are. the way it's helped me to understand... damn nvm, i can't do this without using graphs lol... nvm... ask me if you really want to know...

that video is what helped me to visualize and understand what reality really is to explain to others. and that i suddenly thought of that video.

yeah, another ling gum moment...

Abundant - late night thinking

We are created by ourselves to be in this world to experience and experiment. We can be/do anything we set our minds to. Question is... what is it that you want?

The world is made up of energy, not "stuff" (E=mc^2 - energy = mass x speed of light x speed of light = an astronomical number and power). Nobody fully understands what energy is, but the way to control energy is through the thoughts in the mind (your consciousness).

Now that I'm looking back on it, this has been proven correct time and time again, whether if it's a good or a bad thing, I have attracted it upon myself. So instead of focusing on what you do not want in your life, find out what is it that you want and attract it. Thoughts do materialize.

This is the very very surface understanding of what I am come to conclusion through studying astronomy and quantum mechanics. If you really want to understand more, watch "What the BLEEP do we know", then for guidance, watch "The Secret". It'll change your life!

So stop dwelling on the past, look forward to the future! :)

That is... "The Secret"...

Philosophy aside, I've cleaned my room and am looking forward to the party on sat! :)

Law of Attraction

I haven't blogged for a long time so you know this is good.

The "Law of Attraction" works, you'll find all the answers you need when you Google it. You should also watch the movie called "The Secret" which I am about to do.

Basically I tried it again today (I have always believed in it from my theories towards science, space, reality, consciousness, my nerd stuff) and good things keep happening to me. Maybe it's just that I am noticing the good things that are happening to me more often that I believe this is true, but either way, it will make you feel happier.

Trust me and just give it a try, what have you got to loose? You'll thank me later and beg me to explain it after. =)

"Imagination is everything, it is a preview of life's coming attractions."
-Albert Einstein

Becareful what you wish for peeps!

Nerding vs Partying?

Discovered a little about myself today... do I want to be a nerd or go to parties? Realized that I like to nerd out and just surf the net or da gay when smoked, and party when I drink.

Also, I guess I was wrong as well. Some people like to act stupid, some people like to nerd when high. That's just what the different effects of greens does to the certain individual, users shouldn't judge. However, it remains true that if you really are a regular smoker, you would not like to act stupid (because you just can't in public and you will have occasions where you're stoned in public).

Just reminded me of what my friend said the other day as well. "Too high to socialize", he couldn't have said it better.

Hmm, perhaps that's why I like to nerd out when as well? Since there's so many thoughts running through I don

^urgh....... not going to bother, just thinking so much that I can't write that, endless editing cannot allow me to express the true meaning behind what I want and why I want to say that. I am at that stage right now I guess lol. Just gonna go check out some stupid net videos. Turned out to be my weirdest post ever lol.

oh, over sensitivity comes as well.

Riding.

Wow, it's like everyone in the GTA came out riding today. Awesome day, rode for 10 hours (with breaks of course). My body is soar, but it's well worth it.

Learned something about riding culture today as well, experiencing it first hand. It's that bikers really are friendly to other bikers, no matter what style of bike you ride. 80+% at least nods or like most, do the biker wave (only seen the Harley style today, I guess that's the preferred style in GTA) to other bikers. It's not about what you ride it's IF you ride.

Our Group
That R6 is LOUD!!!

Other bikes as well, but that's just what I took pics of.

Easter. My re-birth.

Had a really really messed up dream, I actually woke up, thought about it, went downstairs to talk to mom about it, then I cried.

Mom thought from what I said was just a mirror image of my life with my hidden subconscious feelings. Which I can completely see the resemblance as well.

It's time for me to be resurrected. Hope the dream will not be forgotten so easily.

Havn't really slept for like five days, crazy work shifts, and party hardy all together. time for a good rest and lay low for a little bit now...

Babies!

a lot off babies seem to be popping out lately.

first my 5e's Braven.

Then on the 21st got a text from good friend walter saying his big baby Tyler came out.

Now got MSN-ed by my sister that my cousin in canada's new baby just came out as well.

Really is baby month.

(i sure hope nothing's mine, lol jk jk)

Messed up...

Kinda quite messed up for everyone lately.

I got beefed, Will got scrapped was last week.

How we started off this week was my car getting analed and hurt my neck a little.

Then when all that's said and done I got a call from Will to grab Jason cause he's stranded. Apparently his drink was spiked by his "friends" (what we have concluded as he went down after two) and they took all his money and his cards. He woke up in his car without anything but his phone and his keys but not his car keys.

My school and my finance is getting affected quite a bit lately as well. Okay... no more parties... only on special occasions. Alcohol's causing too much trouble.

Time to go study.

Interesting

went to lok hau gong today. so much damn waiting, canada is too slow.

Hypnotism

After trying THIS self hypnosis video. I understand how the mind works a little more now. At first was kinda scared about it, since I've never gotten hypnotized before. But after researching a little information on it I learned that it cannot really harm you. I also found the video to be really relaxing.

Put on my snow tires (finally) in like the middle of February. Lol, snow tires in summer, summer tires in winter.

After a little more than a month, it's over.

Sold my copy of Resistance 2. The guy gave me all lai see 5's. Lol. Can't wait for Killzone 2!