After trying THIS self hypnosis video. I understand how the mind works a little more now. At first was kinda scared about it, since I've never gotten hypnotized before. But after researching a little information on it I learned that it cannot really harm you. I also found the video to be really relaxing.
Put on my snow tires (finally) in like the middle of February. Lol, snow tires in summer, summer tires in winter.
After a little more than a month, it's over.
Sold my copy of Resistance 2. The guy gave me all lai see 5's. Lol. Can't wait for Killzone 2!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Community Survival Instinct (temp. name)
Can't really think of a name for it yet, just trying to get thoughts down. Just woke up
Ants have this.... "ability"? and each night when they seal up their base some ants gets left outside and die off for the night, because they have the seal their hive from the outside to protect the colony from the predetors, and they would not be able to go back in afterwards. so they will die out during the night. the selection process of which ants gets this job is still unknown.
perhaps the same ability/ biological function still applies to the human race. such as when people would willingly join a war to protect their loved ones, wanting to become "heroes", and damn i think faster than i type, forgot the 3rd point. basically willingness to give themselves up for a greater cause.
just another one of my theories.
(very very very interesting dream last night, havn't had one of those in a while.)
Ants have this.... "ability"? and each night when they seal up their base some ants gets left outside and die off for the night, because they have the seal their hive from the outside to protect the colony from the predetors, and they would not be able to go back in afterwards. so they will die out during the night. the selection process of which ants gets this job is still unknown.
perhaps the same ability/ biological function still applies to the human race. such as when people would willingly join a war to protect their loved ones, wanting to become "heroes", and damn i think faster than i type, forgot the 3rd point. basically willingness to give themselves up for a greater cause.
just another one of my theories.
(very very very interesting dream last night, havn't had one of those in a while.)
New Years = Red
Yup, red is a lucky colour. Happy new years.
Pokemon song? Lol. First time for everything. Gotta catch them all indeed!
Seriously shocked... felt..... ?
Interesting night indeed. Time to do some laundry @ 5am.
Pokemon song? Lol. First time for everything. Gotta catch them all indeed!
Seriously shocked... felt..... ?
Interesting night indeed. Time to do some laundry @ 5am.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Serato! Yay~
Actually Friday's post, but waaay too tired to post as I havn't slept on thurs.Finally got my Serato! Damn I'm so broke now. Rushed downtown to get it impulsively, then stopped by for a hot dog and walked around a lil. Its my first time touching the ice of Nathan Phillip's, walked by it alot of times, never skated there still.
After 2 days of set up headaches with Serato(not that there's anything wrong with it, but because there's so many things that can go wrong during set up and all these jargons you have to learn beforehand as well), comp problems, wiring problems. I finally got it hooked up perfectly today. So happy, really is an amazing hardware/software. No wonder it costs an arm and a leg. So the last pic is my lastest setup.
Feeling quite sick, can't sleep well last night cause i'm too excited and I was freezing my ass off. can't stop coughing now.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Day 3.5 (welcome to this world lil cuz)
Haha, I just realized the CNY post was the 100th post.
Hate late night snow banks
Searching for these jin and one video led to next on youtube, found out Justin raps too. He should go home and eat shit. I will kick the shit out of him. Chiu 7.
Day 3.5, reason its 3.5 is that I had half a smoke yesterday. But kinda special since its a white bar, given to me by this white woman, and some seriously cheap canadian smokes - Canadian. Such a head rush. Back to no smoke again today, so cranky... at EVERYTHING. urgh.
Oh yea despite looking like shit and being cranky and all at work, i got this. I swear i was being such an ass to those girls. Horny lil youngens.
edit edit! i now have a new cousin! Aunt's baby boy came out a couple hours ago! 8lbs.
hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! 張如城 i am pissing my pants!!!!
Hate late night snow banks
Searching for these jin and one video led to next on youtube, found out Justin raps too. He should go home and eat shit. I will kick the shit out of him. Chiu 7.
Day 3.5, reason its 3.5 is that I had half a smoke yesterday. But kinda special since its a white bar, given to me by this white woman, and some seriously cheap canadian smokes - Canadian. Such a head rush. Back to no smoke again today, so cranky... at EVERYTHING. urgh.
Oh yea despite looking like shit and being cranky and all at work, i got this. I swear i was being such an ass to those girls. Horny lil youngens.
edit edit! i now have a new cousin! Aunt's baby boy came out a couple hours ago! 8lbs.
hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! 張如城 i am pissing my pants!!!!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Day 2 - Insane appetite + beginning of stage two
Nicotine is an appetite suppressant. So all of a sudden my body is experiencing withdrawal, I did nothing but EAT today. I feel so bloated and fat like an American.
Lets see if I could remember everything within this 24 hours...
-2 toasts, 2 eggs, like 6 ham, bacon
-5? 6? chocolate cereal bars
-lots of candies
-satay pho (new years try something new)
-cup noodle
-cream cheese bagel
-instant noodle
-leftover dishes from last night
-self-made protein shakes
(still more but i forgot)
Since I have attempted to quit enough times before, I know too well the stages my body goes through during withdrawal. Stage two is what I call the fainting stage. Where I would just randomly pass out all of a sudden. Almost fell asleep while driving again today (not like it's never happened before while trying to quit). However, this perticular fainting stage isn't too bad for me right now. Maybe it's just beginning or that I went to the gym today so I am more energetic than usual.
Damn I want to eat again now...
Lets see if I could remember everything within this 24 hours...
-2 toasts, 2 eggs, like 6 ham, bacon
-5? 6? chocolate cereal bars
-lots of candies
-satay pho (new years try something new)
-cup noodle
-cream cheese bagel
-instant noodle
-leftover dishes from last night
-self-made protein shakes
(still more but i forgot)
Since I have attempted to quit enough times before, I know too well the stages my body goes through during withdrawal. Stage two is what I call the fainting stage. Where I would just randomly pass out all of a sudden. Almost fell asleep while driving again today (not like it's never happened before while trying to quit). However, this perticular fainting stage isn't too bad for me right now. Maybe it's just beginning or that I went to the gym today so I am more energetic than usual.
Damn I want to eat again now...
Monday, January 26, 2009
恭賀新禧! (Day 1: munchies)
Yup, CNY 09. Really miss my fam, too bad they're half way around the world...
That cny party i went to on sat night was.... alright. alot of pretty people, didn't see much porks and fuglies. I don't think i've ever seen that much pretty people in a toronto club before. but still, saw so much people i'd rather not see, its like they've ALL gathered up @ liberty grand that night.
reminder: sign ben up for the gay/bi/straight porn video.
so new year needs new resolution. mine for the year is to finish school and do whatever i'm going to be doing next. also day 1 of not smoking, i'm feeling hungry ALL the time. can't stop eating, but its cool i guess, need to gain weight anyways. we'll see how long this lasts.
back on the gum and patch again.
That cny party i went to on sat night was.... alright. alot of pretty people, didn't see much porks and fuglies. I don't think i've ever seen that much pretty people in a toronto club before. but still, saw so much people i'd rather not see, its like they've ALL gathered up @ liberty grand that night.
reminder: sign ben up for the gay/bi/straight porn video.
so new year needs new resolution. mine for the year is to finish school and do whatever i'm going to be doing next. also day 1 of not smoking, i'm feeling hungry ALL the time. can't stop eating, but its cool i guess, need to gain weight anyways. we'll see how long this lasts.
back on the gum and patch again.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Long time no post
I see you're doing well MKC, pretty busy and all.
Lately.... same old, party here, party there, nothing special. Will's bday today, celebrated with him (again). A lil drunk but wide awake. Nothing to do so I looked through the pics and videos on my phone. Man I miss the summer, hk, taiwan, BJ. All great fun, can't wait to be back.
Met a DJ yesterday at work, he said he'd teach me shit, see how that goes.
Guess this is my late night/early morning rant. Fucking cold in here...
Lately.... same old, party here, party there, nothing special. Will's bday today, celebrated with him (again). A lil drunk but wide awake. Nothing to do so I looked through the pics and videos on my phone. Man I miss the summer, hk, taiwan, BJ. All great fun, can't wait to be back.
Met a DJ yesterday at work, he said he'd teach me shit, see how that goes.
Guess this is my late night/early morning rant. Fucking cold in here...
Monday, December 22, 2008
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
The Cancer Male (dead accurate) and his night of procrastination...
Instead of working on my English project, I have spent the whole night procrastinating. Searching for more information about the Illuminatis, The Web-Bot Project, higher consciousness (next human evolution?), one thing led to another, got into 2012, 11:11, the Mitchel-Hedges Skull, led to another, etc etc.
Came across this great site which I linked @ people's blogs. The hypothetical conclusions I have came to myself about spirituality, life, science, religion, unexplained phenomenas and just everything in general is pretty much the same (I wouldn't say 100% since I could not read ALL his posts) as what that blogger believes. Fascinating.
Still skeptical about astrology, but came across this about Cancer males which I thought was pretty much spot on. It's pretty long so I will just link it here instead of copy and pasting the whole thing on my blog.
The Cancer male - Prince Charming. A gentlemen, polite, well spoken, essentially tailor made. He's the epitome of a traditional male. Moral, earnest, and ladies - he's the marrying kind. (lol, awesome!)
The post sums up me and my love life pretty well. 4 is also my number, it's no wonder my 4:44 callings... Now the question is if you think this applies to you accurately as well? Therefore, making this post completely bullshit.
By the way, how's the new look?
Came across this great site which I linked @ people's blogs. The hypothetical conclusions I have came to myself about spirituality, life, science, religion, unexplained phenomenas and just everything in general is pretty much the same (I wouldn't say 100% since I could not read ALL his posts) as what that blogger believes. Fascinating.
Still skeptical about astrology, but came across this about Cancer males which I thought was pretty much spot on. It's pretty long so I will just link it here instead of copy and pasting the whole thing on my blog.
The Cancer male - Prince Charming. A gentlemen, polite, well spoken, essentially tailor made. He's the epitome of a traditional male. Moral, earnest, and ladies - he's the marrying kind. (lol, awesome!)By the way, how's the new look?
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