Nerding vs Partying?

Discovered a little about myself today... do I want to be a nerd or go to parties? Realized that I like to nerd out and just surf the net or da gay when smoked, and party when I drink.

Also, I guess I was wrong as well. Some people like to act stupid, some people like to nerd when high. That's just what the different effects of greens does to the certain individual, users shouldn't judge. However, it remains true that if you really are a regular smoker, you would not like to act stupid (because you just can't in public and you will have occasions where you're stoned in public).

Just reminded me of what my friend said the other day as well. "Too high to socialize", he couldn't have said it better.

Hmm, perhaps that's why I like to nerd out when as well? Since there's so many thoughts running through I don

^urgh....... not going to bother, just thinking so much that I can't write that, endless editing cannot allow me to express the true meaning behind what I want and why I want to say that. I am at that stage right now I guess lol. Just gonna go check out some stupid net videos. Turned out to be my weirdest post ever lol.

oh, over sensitivity comes as well.

Riding.

Wow, it's like everyone in the GTA came out riding today. Awesome day, rode for 10 hours (with breaks of course). My body is soar, but it's well worth it.

Learned something about riding culture today as well, experiencing it first hand. It's that bikers really are friendly to other bikers, no matter what style of bike you ride. 80+% at least nods or like most, do the biker wave (only seen the Harley style today, I guess that's the preferred style in GTA) to other bikers. It's not about what you ride it's IF you ride.

Our Group
That R6 is LOUD!!!

Other bikes as well, but that's just what I took pics of.

Easter. My re-birth.

Had a really really messed up dream, I actually woke up, thought about it, went downstairs to talk to mom about it, then I cried.

Mom thought from what I said was just a mirror image of my life with my hidden subconscious feelings. Which I can completely see the resemblance as well.

It's time for me to be resurrected. Hope the dream will not be forgotten so easily.

Havn't really slept for like five days, crazy work shifts, and party hardy all together. time for a good rest and lay low for a little bit now...

Babies!

a lot off babies seem to be popping out lately.

first my 5e's Braven.

Then on the 21st got a text from good friend walter saying his big baby Tyler came out.

Now got MSN-ed by my sister that my cousin in canada's new baby just came out as well.

Really is baby month.

(i sure hope nothing's mine, lol jk jk)

Messed up...

Kinda quite messed up for everyone lately.

I got beefed, Will got scrapped was last week.

How we started off this week was my car getting analed and hurt my neck a little.

Then when all that's said and done I got a call from Will to grab Jason cause he's stranded. Apparently his drink was spiked by his "friends" (what we have concluded as he went down after two) and they took all his money and his cards. He woke up in his car without anything but his phone and his keys but not his car keys.

My school and my finance is getting affected quite a bit lately as well. Okay... no more parties... only on special occasions. Alcohol's causing too much trouble.

Time to go study.

Interesting

went to lok hau gong today. so much damn waiting, canada is too slow.

Hypnotism

After trying THIS self hypnosis video. I understand how the mind works a little more now. At first was kinda scared about it, since I've never gotten hypnotized before. But after researching a little information on it I learned that it cannot really harm you. I also found the video to be really relaxing.

Put on my snow tires (finally) in like the middle of February. Lol, snow tires in summer, summer tires in winter.

After a little more than a month, it's over.

Sold my copy of Resistance 2. The guy gave me all lai see 5's. Lol. Can't wait for Killzone 2!

Community Survival Instinct (temp. name)

Can't really think of a name for it yet, just trying to get thoughts down. Just woke up

Ants have this.... "ability"? and each night when they seal up their base some ants gets left outside and die off for the night, because they have the seal their hive from the outside to protect the colony from the predetors, and they would not be able to go back in afterwards. so they will die out during the night. the selection process of which ants gets this job is still unknown.

perhaps the same ability/ biological function still applies to the human race. such as when people would willingly join a war to protect their loved ones, wanting to become "heroes", and damn i think faster than i type, forgot the 3rd point. basically willingness to give themselves up for a greater cause.

just another one of my theories.

(very very very interesting dream last night, havn't had one of those in a while.)

New Years = Red

Yup, red is a lucky colour. Happy new years.

Pokemon song? Lol. First time for everything. Gotta catch them all indeed!

Seriously shocked... felt..... ?

Interesting night indeed. Time to do some laundry @ 5am.

Serato! Yay~

Actually Friday's post, but waaay too tired to post as I havn't slept on thurs.

Finally got my Serato! Damn I'm so broke now. Rushed downtown to get it impulsively, then stopped by for a hot dog and walked around a lil. Its my first time touching the ice of Nathan Phillip's, walked by it alot of times, never skated there still.

After 2 days of set up headaches with Serato(not that there's anything wrong with it, but because there's so many things that can go wrong during set up and all these jargons you have to learn beforehand as well), comp problems, wiring problems. I finally got it hooked up perfectly today. So happy, really is an amazing hardware/software. No wonder it costs an arm and a leg. So the last pic is my lastest setup.

Feeling quite sick, can't sleep well last night cause i'm too excited and I was freezing my ass off. can't stop coughing now.